\\loser\

failure, anticipated or not, bites to the core. its been a long long time since i experience this. and i would not want to feel the torrent of frustrations anger pain helplessness and stupidity again. never.

Marty: sorry if u called n got a no signal msg frm my telco. i off my mobile. i didnt want to contact any1, or be contactable. i felt like a liability that the world should never have to take on in the 1st place. but no worries. im still alive n kicking. and determined to nt ever let what happened in the exam hall yest ever have a chance of repeating itself. take care of urself dude. hope u r getting better everyday.