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15may [thu]

i checked me, my notes and i into a place with zero online access after rendering my mobile line useless. no doubt i'd had a few technological dependence withdrawal symptons... but i survived.

caught 'enemy of the state' on tv. i was blown away by the tech gadgets the nsa utilised in pursuit of their targets. plot was gripping enough [of course it helped that barry pepper who acted as the sniper in saving pte ryan was in it too... heh], tho' daddy begged to differ that abt the show ["pleh", he sms]. then again, daddy was the only one i know who kept yawning while watching xmen 2.

\\"whr's the phoenix? whr's the phoenix?..."
\\[pointing to screen] "there!"
\\[ignoring and continuing relentlessly] "whr's the phoenix? whr's the phoenix?..."
\\"..."

ohwell. at least it showed that he was a persistent person [however misplaced... haha]

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16may [fri]

'weather's a killer!' those who survived the day in non-airconditioned latitude would understand this best. headaches accompanied by loss of focus became frequent visitors. i spent the better part of my time perspiring like siao. ohman. how i wish im in fl now.

"i remain in awe at your ability to cut yourself off from the world... that you can forsake the comfort of home for scholastic excellence is most admirable. i can hardly come close to paralleling your feat... although much doubt remains on my part as to the purity of your intentions and related actions."
["tsk tsk. how spiteful."]

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19may [mon]

daddy n i had a long walk yest. recently i guess i'd felt laden with a burden i never really thought existed, and it very much showed at times tho' i had wished it didnt. daddy was kind enough to try to be there for me but it wasnt my fashion to want to make loved ones worry. we talked at length at what he considered to be my cloaked dejection. i'd nt been able to pinpoint the source of it all but i was optimistic it'll pass, just like all things in the world. i'd believed and i will believe.

so daddy: love ya for ur compassion and thk u for ur empathy. faith is all that i ask from u, that u believe that i'll definitely get thru this myself.

esp: "There's no point depending on others to come along n help you....No one is as dependable as yourself."
u r as right as day, girl.