\\im.such.an.idiot\

my fave friend lied to me big time. bastard. why do i even bother to trust in any1. esp some1 whom i just realise i barely know. f***. pardon my language. i am feeling stupid. very stupid. reminds me of pm and his lying ways. im such an idiot. im seething with suppressed disappointmt.. at mart's deception in exchange for my forwardness... n for reminding me of my stupidity and naivety... im even looking fwd to his return n all before this. i dont know if im supposed to feel glad that he decided to tell me the truth after all... or be disappointed that he has been lying thru his teeth all this while.